8/24/10

Anger


Anger.
Isn't it a blast?
We all are guilty of it. And we can't say more than another-cause only God knows. But how we handle it, is another story. 
We can steal. We can be verbal. We can lie. We can cheat. We can murder. 
We can beat another-that I know. Felt that one for sure. We can cut each other down. We can use humor to cut one down. We can hurt others feelings over and over intentionally. We could remain bitter.
I could go on. But that will get me no where. But more tired. More pain. More drained with no winning.
Answer: let's do all of everything together. (A little Jerry Maguire) Don't have to agree, have to work together so things fit. No one is perfect I have relearned except Jesus. But it is a hard road He gives us sometimes and we need to look to ways that will bring us happiness along the way. Shunt the anger. Begin to reach back out to our Lord in time. 
It took today-a billion messages after a full night up....along with a phone call. It took so much sadness I found occur in ONE day thru my Faceback that broke my heart. That made me realize-no I am not alone in this disaster, and He will pick us each up as we reach!
So much sadness. One very tragic story. Just pray for a friend of mine, no one really knows-Catherine-who tried to leave this world. That was a wake up. And my heart is with her.

I am aching still bad. I still hate this. I still ask God why me.... but in one day He showed me so much why's that I should shut my trap---so I am.

God bless you all!!

In His Love,
Heather

I'll keep you updated!

James 3:2 We all make many mistakes, but those who control their tongues can also control themselves in every other way.

2 Peter 3:13 But we are looking forward to the new heavens and new earth He has promised, a world where everyone is right with God.

4 comments:

Toni Birdsong said...

I appreciate every word, every feeling and you have every right to feel this way. Let it out. God catches it all -- every emotion, every tear -- and will turn it into something with glitter someday. I pray your pain subsides. You are amazing and strong. Praying comfort and joy into your weary heart. 2 Peter 3:13 But we are looking forward to the new heavens and new earth He has promised, a world where everyone is right with God.

Serene Low said...

God is most powerful in the weak and meek. His love magnifies and shines stronger and brighter than daylight in the sick and afflicted. God will bestow upon you a rainbow of His honors for being his loving and submissive child. I pray for God's lifting hands to be with you and raise you up to walk on green meadows and stand up high on mountains to concur and defeat the stormy winds in your life.

You are always loved by everyone who has come to know you and I am one. You are in my prayers always Hetty dear, my beloved sister in Christ.

God's love and blessings be with your family and you always.

Serene

Serene Low said...

God is most powerful in the weak and meek. His love magnifies and shines stronger and brighter than daylight in the sick and afflicted. God will bestow upon you a rainbow of His honors for being his loving and submissive child. I pray for God's lifting hands to be with you and raise you up to walk on green meadows and stand up high on mountains to concur and defeat the stormy winds in your life.

You are always loved by everyone who has come to know you and I am one. You are in my prayers always Hetty dear, my beloved sister in Christ.

God's love and blessings be with your family and you always.

Serene

Serene Low said...

Hetty darling,

I watched and listened to what you have shared in your video for 3 times and I am still tearing as I type this message to you. Hetty, YOU ARE NOT ALONE. You have me, your brother, your daughter, your mum and all those cyber loving souls who are keeping you in their minds and prayers.

No matter how bad your health condition takes a turn, God will never forsake you and allow you to bear more than you can bear. There are always HOPES in God. Please count me as one of your dear "Christian family members" who truly cares for you and love you for being you and everything you are. You are my soul's inspiration. You have touched me profoundly (beyond words that can describe) with the ways you handle all the difficult moments in your life.

Every tear I shed, I shed for you. Every pain I feel, I feel for you.
Every prayer I pray emotionally, I pray for you.
Every time I think, I think of you.
Every dosage of valproate I take, I remember you.
You are part of me and I am part of you.

Loving you dearly my sister.


Serene