tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3179871630094543312012-03-15T18:03:51.628-07:00I have walked without Christ and with Him... and can compare the difference in hard times about not only how REAL HE IS--but how loving, caring, filled with plans HE TRULY IS--with our trust and love, back.Hettyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01428163057731758364noreply@blogger.comBlogger191100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-317987163009454331.post-41321689202437639952011-07-10T07:01:00.000-07:002011-07-10T07:01:55.107-07:00

Thru all circumstances, May you feel Christ's Love & Peace the way I re-shook myself to wake up and feel and give back. He is our all in all- why we exist-but NOT why we suffer. For HE has GREAT plans for us whom follow- trials on earth will hit us, but we need to remember WHO to GRASP-not WHAT. That is when the lightbulb turns on bright and your life for Him is unchangeable.  Worthy

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I love this picture. Two of my best friends. My bestest friend-my husband, Christian-who brings joy and light into my life, always. Even if I am in my darkest dark. And my precious friend Dawn, who lives a life for others-full of sweet kindness, love, respect always for the other. She is walking light of love. With them at once-I am blessed overly!!!! This CHRISTmas was just amazing. It was

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I had so much happen since last dwelling blog till now.I had so much pain, I thought I was really going to die. The medication was increased and I would wake up half dead. But God finally had a point and time when my new medication started working more-but I sadly didn't realize it, so I just kind of slowly took less and less-until I was doubled over in pain, and vomiting from the medication

Heatherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06695686767871441687noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-317987163009454331.post-84327685379478884162010-11-09T21:47:00.000-08:002010-11-09T21:47:11.237-08:00

Heath & Marital Trials & tears Where do you turn in life-when the only one-- ONE with the correct answer is Christ. And with each brain surgery, from the one in 2002-not knowing Him at all with excruciating head throbs-to my 2005 one being so ON FIRE for HIM I think the other side of the nation saw the flames-I came out two days after surgery-little pain. Then to this past year-2010--strong

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And I am still stuck in a horrifying rut. For a decade I have suffered with quite the multiple illnesses. Right now I will name 1. Epilepsy 2. severe, immobile pain of the body Most likely #2 came from #1. Not epilepsy itself. But all the work I prayed for, about, door opened, and I snatched for 3rd brain surgery, done awake. It is a critical procedure. It you aren't weird like me in the

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Smiles thru Love With heart and voice,With Hands and face,No one can take a mother's place. The most amazing gift that has "seen" me thru everything in my life, so much tragedy, hard times and distress-is this now 9 1/2 precious girl, now I know as a gift from Jesus-Tory Mariah Siebens.  That is already her second last name. How odd is that happening years prior 9? My ex husband, her

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Takes away and GIVESJob 1:21 (KJV)  And said, Naked came I out of my mother's womb, and naked shall I return thither: the LORD gave, and the LORD hath taken away; blessed be the name of the LORD. It has been a tough half a year following my 3rd brain surgery. One severe pain led to another. One why led to several. Then just a final snap. All emotions went haywire as for nothing felt fixable.

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Holding On Romans 9:18  So you see, God shows mercy to some just because He wants to, and He chooses to make some people refuse to listen. Powerful words. I remember being told by someone like a year ago they decided not to believe in Jesus-have faith at all, all because of this verse. It is a strong verse. But I stared at it for a while-it really didn't pertain to my life yet, so it

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Back to Mayo I now live in Philadelphia, PA. Am still in utter pain from before my move out here. It has been excruciating since two months after my 3rd brain surgery. The pain started in April of 2010-and has gotten nothing but worse. I have had so many by my side thru it all. One amazing one is @mcProdigal - as I have had these enormous break downs, he has stood up for me. Reasons. Prayer.

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My Love Forever "Can miles truly separate you from friends....If you want to be with someone you love, aren't you already there?" ~Richard Bach Quote My precious husband and I started dating shortly after a tragedy in my life-my ex beating me and my turning to overdosing to numb that pain. I didn't know that doctors quick answers and I sure as heck did not know Jesus'.My sweet hubby today-and

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Luke 6:37-38 “Do not judge others, and you will not be judged. Do not condemn others, or it will all come back against you. Forgive others, and you will be forgiven. Give, and you will receive. Your gift will return to you in full—pressed down, shaken together to make room for more, running over, and poured into your lap. The amount you give will determine the amount you get back." Giving.

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Romans 15:13  So I pray that God, who gives you hope, will keep you happy and full of peace as you believe in Him. May you overflow with HOPE thru the POWER of the HOLY SPIRIT. Today was my precious hubbies birthday.... Mr. Christian C Siebens is now 42, and excited to be.  He doesn't look 42, act 42, live like 42-he lives more like my age of 33-and me more his by illness. But we still

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This is for my dear friend, mentor Richard Mayhan @McProdigal. He is so transparent, goes deep in subject then brings it to the surface thru the love and heart of our Lord and Savior-Jesus ChristHe is so humble-placing others obstacles in life first. He tries to really understand them as if he lived it out. Most of all he has been thru obstacles never ashamed about-therefore he can talk,

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Romans 1:12  When we get together, I want to encourage you in your faith, but I also want to be encouraged by yours. Therefore it takes more than one to keep faith alive. When one is strong in their faith, helping another, the other's bitterness can only last so long before you see either explosion, or you have to give them time off of clinging. I know clearly what it is like to

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Matthew 20:28 "For even I, the Son of Man, came here not to be served, but to serve others and give My life as ransom for many. To think Christ said those words LIVE back then. That is astounding! Part of me wishes I was there. But with all going on with me medically, I can't see me now being an awesome verbal on fire one-for Him.  I need help. I need Him to take all this away. He did

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Matthew 9:27-29 After Jesus left the girl's home, two blind men followed along behind Him, shouting, "Son of David, have mercy on us!"  They went right into the house where He was staying, and Jesus asked them, "Do you believe I can make you see?" "Yes Lord, we do!" Then He touched their eyes and said, "Because of your faith, it will happen." And suddenly they could see! Jesus sternly

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Jesus He gives and takes away. How can that be one of my most awesome, loved songs... yet the lyrics are so brutal in certain ways. They have more than grabbed my heart and drenched it. Yet we cry those tears of love to Christ to "He gives and takes away..." Now on a normal day, normal street, normal humans-we wouldn't look at it that way. Whomever gave us something amazing-then snatched

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Anger. Isn't it a blast? We all are guilty of it. And we can't say more than another-cause only God knows. But how we handle it, is another story.  We can steal. We can be verbal. We can lie. We can cheat. We can murder.  We can beat another-that I know. Felt that one for sure. We can cut each other down. We can use humor to cut one down. We can hurt others feelings over and over

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Desperately When will Jesus come back for me? He dropped me hard and left me behind to suffer. I am the only full, on fire for Christ in my family----He used me in amazing ways. But when do they lighten or changed a tad? Go from severe Epilepsy, 3 brain surgeries-multi illnesses along with all...all while praising, knowing He was using all for His gloryl I had reached to people I didn't even

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